I get bullied everyday they even pulled me from school because it got so bad with abuse,and death threats. I wake up with messages that ruin my day and self esteem ALL because my desire to be known on facebook,tumblr and youtube, i have 30k subs and my life feels like its going down hill, i never get postive words said to me and one of my parents left me and neglected me. Im 16 and I feel like success isnt far, but i keep getting pushed down the stairs as I’m wakling up them. I get rude comments towards me wherever i go , and im not sure if i should giveup what i like to do just because others dislike me in every direction. Im trying to get some what known on youtube and im not begging but im kindly asking if you enjoy my video to help spread it, thanks if you are reading . I just want to be happy.